Always

Weddings. My second favorite event next to Christmas. Yes! It makes me so happy seeing two people in love tying the knot. My close friends know how much I love organizing wedding stuff and seeing cute wedding pictures. I love designing the whole event just to make the day perfect for the bride and groom.
Yesterday, 28th of October 2012, my friend Raymond was married to the woman of his dreams, Allen. It was such a beautiful wedding! It was also done on a Sunday which is unusual to most Catholics. But since the priest is his uncle, then that's one of the perks.
If I remember it right, they were together for more than 7 years. If that isn't proof that they've known each other so much then what is? Being together for that long is a gift that's not given to everyone who is in a relationship. There are obviously lots of happy moments and for sure there are also pains. But they survived all the struggle that came in with that 7 years and now, they are one.
I wish you both nothing but the best in life and remember what the priest said: "The secret to a happy marriage is a marriage without secrets."

How I've missed you...College.

I've been missing college for a long time now. Mine isn't actually the serious type, I did a LOT of crazy stuff in college and that's what made it awesome to reminisce.

I miss the poeple I went to college with. i would lie if I'd say I didn't miss everyone. Yes, everyone. Even those that aren't part of my life anymore.

I miss...

• eating street foods with my friends
• hanging in the library and sleeping there sometimes
• going to different places with the then boyfriend and friends
• talking to my girlfriends about other people and stuff
• copying geniuses' assignments
• talking about boys and makeups
• eating...eating...eating
• having coffee
• dancing around
• cam-whoring on new laptops of friends
• laughing as if there's no tomorrow
• eating...eating...eating again
• COLLEGE. 

Mine

Attached, I’m too attached
I’m afraid that at any time I just might crash
Fallen, I’ve fallen so hard
You’re far away but you have my heart

In love, I’m so in love
God, my head is definitely in the clouds
Insane, sometimes I think I’m insane
But it’s ok, and no baby, you’re not to blame

Kiss, I need your kiss
I want you so bad, I always miss
You, when you’re away
Baby I think of you night and day

Near, I want you near
I can’t wait to take out the fear
Real, we’ll make this real
That’s the feeling I badly want to feel

End, there won’t be no end
I can never let go of my best friend
Love, this definitely is love
You’re the one I’ve wished for from the stars above

Scared, still I’m scared
That they might take away this love we’ve shared
But we’re strong, we’ll forever be strong
One day we’ll prove them all wrong

Together, I want us to end up together
I know that what wehave will last forever
Shine, baby you deserve to shine
I’m amazed by your entirety, I’m so lucky to call you mine.

Unconditional

It wasn’t that easy, because I was the first
I was that newborn baby, crying due to thirst
They gave me the name my friends call me today
Ever since then, I promised not to bring them any dismay

Her eyes were so bright as she cuddled me
I was in my crib and I could tell she’s very happy
He taught me how to walk and carried me on his shoulder
He wrapped me in a soft cloth when the night got colder

I was on sixth grade then when I became insanely insecure
I cry because of my curly hair, unattractive skin and hideous figure
But she said I was lovely and for her I’m the prettiest
How come she says things that makes me feel I’m the best

My teenage years were certainly rough and tough
I transferred schools almost every three years, I’ve had enough
I got upset, I missed my friends, I just linger
Then came him, cheering us up with tickets to the theater

I turned eighteen and he told me I’m no longer a baby
He said he was proud that I became more of what he wanted me to be
He wished me luck in all the decisions I’m about to make
Gave me an assurance that he will stick around in case I’ll break

I graduated from college at twenty years old
She’s not crying but I could feel she wanted to, she just didn’t show
She fixed my hair, helped me with my make up and kissed me tenderly
She hugged me tight, I could feel her love so dearly

A year later, here I am. Taking my chance and writing this poem
Because I’m so grateful, for her and him, they’ve made me strong
Thank you so much God for my mother and father
Life, as simple as it may be, is nothing but perfect. And I couldn’t ask for any better.

Everything

I sit here as I envision my future life

On what it’s like if I didn’t have you with me by my side

Your existence still brings me something to marvel

On what good thing I did that night, I’ll just sit here and ponder

You’re an extraordinary stranger, a man full of mystery

I anticipate every reply from you ‘cause you seem interesting

I love how you’re capable of making me smile with every response

You saved me from the fallout, you’re a blessing from above

Did you see this coming? ‘Cause I definitely did not

But if all undisclosed things are as beautiful as this

Then my credence for 21 years has been reversed

That it’s possible to love someone you haven’t seen before

What will I do without you? I ache for your touch

I crave for your kisses, I’ll do anything to hear you breathe

I yearn to get lost in your eyes, I desire to hear you whisper those three words

I want you near me, I need you so close baby

I love the sound of your name whenever I hear it

I smile at the sound of your voice whenever I listen to you

I know I could stare at your attractive view the entire day

I will do whatever it takes, baby you’re my remedy

Till then, I’ll keep on dreaming about you

You’ll always be the reason why I wake up happy, and sometimes, why I’m blue

But above all, you’re the reason why I’m making this

You are the melody to my song, you are every letter to my writing.

What If

What I didn’t get to know you, what could life be
If I didn’t have you, what could be in store for me
What if we remained friends, will I be happy
What if all of of this didn’t happen, will I be sorry

What if I took a different path in life, will I see
A diverse story of me being free
But what if I took it and I dislike my reverie
Everything is blurry, I can’t decipher the anatomy

I love you, with all my heart, you know that
I keep protecting us but I’m sick of these attacks
I know when the time comes when we’re finally together
I can prove to you that we’re meant for each other

I keep asking myself why are people being so bad
They keep telling me things that makes me so mad
But maybe those are just trials that we need to surpass
Baby, please prove to me that our love will last

I hate this feeling, I need to let this go
‘Cause deep inside, I know this love will grow
Baby, I love you and I want you to know
That I’ll hold on, all will be well tomorrow.

Blessed

Aren’t you lucky to be who you are today

Consider yourself blessed even if things go astray 

Know that many people wish they were in your shoes

You, who could eat three times a day, but still feeling a bit confused

They don’t have much but they do not complain

When it storms, they have no choice but to stand in the rain

Homeless and hungry, tattered and dirty

People on the streets whom haven’t gone to a single party

Take a moment to look at your life and tell me how you feel

What are your sufferings compared to these people’s ordeal

They struggle to survive in this game called life

But I tell you, they continue to exist with a smile

Look at what you have, look at everything you’ve got

You’re surely fortunate, so don’t wish to be someone you’re not

Be thankful and live your life optimistically than yesterday

And know that you are lucky to be who you are today

Starting Today

I’m done doing this and that for you

You seem to care less in whatever I do

If this was graded, I know I’d top your test

But why is it that all you can see is my mess

Do you remember the happy days we had

The times you called me ‘baby’ whenever I’m mad

What happened to the old you I used to know

Why did you become the cause of my sorrow

How about those days when you called to say ‘Good Morning’

Those efforts you made, the reasons why I keep on falling

Do you remember those? Do you? Do you?

‘Cause right now it seems like you want me to start anew

This might be the end, this must be it

I never thought I’ll say it, but remember this

Thank you for saving me from my past eight months ago

But I hate that starting today, it’s you I have to let go

I thought you will change my concept of forever

I actually believed that we will never say never

But maybe that was just your purpose, and it has to end there

Yes it hurts. But please remember I will always care

Starting today, I will never shed a tear for you

No more of those sleepless nights buried in blue

I realized the beauty of our good bye today

I’ll just think of happy moments to take the pain away

Before I leave, will you promise me one thing

That if someday and someone will arrive that life may bring

Treat her right, treat her better than you did for me

And don’t let her go, love her just like what you said you’ll do, baby.

To the boy who changed his mind...

I hope you’re now happy, since you chose to be free.
I hope you’re doing good, even if I’m wrapped in misery.
I hope you continue to chase your dreams and that you’ll never stop.
I hope you continue to be positive in life and learn that what you have is enough.
I hope you keep on playing and winning those computer games, we’ve never played them.
I hope you try to love coffee as much as you love strawberry ice cream.
I hope you keep on writing music, I’d write mine as well.
I hope you try doing country songs and not stick to metal, only time will tell.
I hope you won’t have a hard time with your laundry, you know I hate it when you’re tired.
I hope you keep watching Disney movies with the little kid, that’s one trait that I admired.
I hope you keep your eyes on the road as you drive to work.
I hope you take care of yourself, I hate seeing you hurt.
And I hope that one day, if life will lead you to my way
You’d see a good friend who might have changed as well, but will always stay.