Coffee & Paul

He and I have a ton of things in common and the love for coffee is one of them. I have stopped drinking coffee since I started taking Burn 60 (I take in 2 capsules a day, one capsule is equivalent to a cup of coffee), but of course there are days when you have to skip the Burn 60 routine and have some coffee with the one you love.
I remember it well, we had our first personal chitchat at Starbucks last November 17. Just the other day, we reminisced that moment and we laughed at ourselves for being pretty nervous then. But I remembered being comfortable with him before our day ended. He even apologized for the silent moments where the cricket sound usually pops out, but he didn't know that I loved every bit of it, even the silent moments.
I had to blog about this one because when I woke up today and heard his sleepy voice on the other line, I realized that this guy I'm blessed with is a keeper. And I want to be with him for the rest of my life.
Where can you find someone who would surprise you at work when you thought he fell asleep on you? Someone who would take you out with his friends then surprise you with your Christmas gift infront of everybody? Someone who would bring a big bag with a cheesy pastry for you in it when the original plan was just to pick you up from work? Someone who would take you to the movies at 3am, lend you his fragrant jacket and sleep in the theater with you cause the movie is just too boring? Someone who wouldn't sleep until he hears your voice? And someone who envisions a clear future for the both of you, a happy life together 5 to 10 years from now... I finally found that someone and his name is Paul.

Real Deal

I really love the way you say hello
I love the feeling when I see your name on my computer window
Boy, you make me feel special in every way
Words can't express, but I'll just say what I have to say

I guess you never saw how I look at you
When you're reading and looking closely at the menu
I just love the puzzled look of your face
So don't freak out when suddenly, you get an embrace

I dread every minute you are away
Did I tell you I want to be by your side every night and day
Cause I'll miss those chinky eyes when you smile
You might be a man, but you have a heart so fragile

I would never get tired of you asking me
On what I ate, what I did and what I'd love to see
And how you remind me to always take care
Since you came, I've loved this life better even if it's unfair

I am excited for what is in store for us
I know we won't destroy each other's trust
Oh, by the way, did I mention the way I feel
Boy, I love you so much, this is the real deal.

My Man

It was Tuesday night and I still remember well
I can recount the things we said and happily, I dwell
Because on that fateful night, things had turned
To something amazing in which today I yearn.

We started as friends, we were both broken
I talked about him and suddenly, I became open
You talked about her and how she gives you pain
You know you don’t deserve it, they were all insane

Little by little the feelings grew
Into something that fully erased the blue
I had doubts, I had questions that I need to ponder
Then you surprised me with “The Book of Answers”

Now, every morning when I wake up
I smile at the thought that I don’t want this to stop
Then I look at my phone and see your name
I smile again ‘cause I know, everything has changed

You are the best, this I tell you
In the simplest words, I want you to know what is true
That on that day, that won’t ever repeat again
I will forever cherish that you became my man.

Forever

Let us not go back to the past
Please prove to me that this will last
The memories of us being ‘just friends’ before
Have occurred and it made me remember once more

It’s not that it wasn’t happy, don’t get me wrong
What we had in the past is actually what made us strong
Maybe I just don’t want to reminisce the negativity
I’m telling you this for you to see my stand clearly

I’m very happy now, I don’t want this to fade
But if ever, I know we will do everything to save this love we made
I’ve repeated countless times how thankful I am for you
You’re the answered prayer and I can’t wait to say ‘I do’

What I said might be too early to say
But I can’t control it if I truly feel this way
Time will tell and it will make us stronger than ever
I can foresee how this will go and Love, I can actually see forever.

ThankPAUL

This is my favorite picture of Paul so far, it shows his wacky (hungry) side. I haven't met anyone like him really, he's completely the boy version of me and I feel like the luckiest girl alive since that amazing man up there is mine. Yes, mine.

Life Lately

And let the happy days...begin.

Just a reminder that happiness is a choice everyone, so always choose to be happy. I will be very busy for the next few weeks so I might not be able to update my blog. I might be back on my birthday next year and I'm actually pretty excited to turn 22. So please have a merry Christmas and a happy new year you guys! Spend it with your loved ones and don't let other people spoil the moment. Catch ya'll soon! :)

Collaborations

I'm soooooo excited! Found some guys who are interested to have a collaboration with me. The first would involve a somewhat comic book featuring one of my stories and the other one is the transformation of my poems (shitty and sweet) to songs!!! Yes, fuckin' songs! These people are so talented and I am so stoked to work with them. I'll keep my blog updated regarding the collaboration. So... what have you guys been up to lately?

Catching Up