Trimming Down

I'm not gonna lie amd it's definitely obvious that I've gained weight since I started working. It's probably because you don't have to ask for money to buy food anymore 'cause you've got your own. I've tried different stuff before to lose weight and I'm just always good when it's the start. Yeah. But looking at my old pictures... Jesus! I'm more determined now more than ever! I will get you back, old self. I will!!!

4ever

Earlier, Paul and I celebrated our 4th month together. It may have been just four months but it doesn't feel like that to me. I got emotional at the office earlier when I saw photos of us taken months ago. I will have to share some of them and put a caption to tell a little story behind every picture.

1. I had dinner with my friends in Pizza Hut Eastwood. I was on a night shift and it's actually my first time to meet Paul. It wasn't actually the meet "hi-hello" thing since we're meters apart and I didn't wear my glasses that time so I could say that was the blurry meeting. But hey, it stills counts. :)

2. I have been talking about 'The Book of Answers' with my friend Gege and how much I wanted to have one. He must have seen our comments so he went to my office and voila! :)

3. We were already together when he took this picture. It was the Christmas party sponsored by our workforce and since we don't want to be judged by our friends of going too fast with how things were going, we acted as if we were "just friends" the entire night. Haha! Pretty good acting I must say. :)

4. This is the after party shot taken by the tripod and the camera at Resorts World Manila. We watched The Hobbit that night but fell asleep inside the cinema, yeah, that's just us being awesome. :)

Sometimes

Sometimes I stare at you but you never see
When you’re watching TV or preparing food for me
Sometimes I get annoyed at you when we eat
Because of the too much rice you put in discreet

Sometimes I don’t understand on where you get the care
When you bought the chips I just checked, they’re full of air
Sometimes you push me too much to do what I’m afraid to do
I get mad but I realized, I’ve done the impossible because of you

Sometimes I get pissed at your mood swings
And we fight every so often due to petty things
Sometimes I think on what could have I done to deserve you
I still don’t have the reason and I still don’t have a clue

Sometimes I cry when you’re down and lonely
I hate the thought of you being sad, my one and only
Sometimes when doubts of you cross your mind
Just think that for me, you are one of a kind

Sometimes I wish you could see yourself through my eyes
Because maybe through that, you will realize
That you are amazing and though life is not a piece of cake
Please know I’m here to stick around just in case you will break

Sometimes I just want to lay and get lazy with you
Play computer games all day and when they win, together we say boo
Sometimes I look at you and see every beautiful thing
But most of the time, every time, I see us exchanging those wedding rings.