Vintique

Trying out this app called 'Vintique' and it is fab.

Frustrations

Sometimes life gets rough and the usual thing that happens is that we are brought down to our knees. Sometimes when you're almost at the top, something happens that would sidetrack you to the downward path and you feel hopeless of your situation. Sometimes you hit rock bottom you think it's impossible to bounce back up.
You will then get into thinking that you don't deserve it since you're a good person.
I think about it a lot. Why do bad things happen to good people and what's there to learn when they are already good?
Then I realize that these things are part of the process of molding one person to become better no matter how good they already are.
Things that bring us down are just there to teach us a lesson, to make us see the bigger picture, to open our minds and to strengthen us in every way.
When bad things happen, you usually meet new people and they help you get through those stuff. They pull you up and push you to the top.
Whatever you're experiencing at the moment, I may not be able to directly help you get through it, you know I'm with you. I'll share whatever pain and frustration you're currently experiencing and together, we'll rise again. Together.

Dinner Date

I usually spend Sundays with my family but last Sunday it was different, I spent it with Paul. My sweet boyfriend asked me out to dinner and though his original plans (dinner on a yacht cruise) failed, he was still able to pull it off and I couldn't ask for anything else. We went to this place called House of Minis where they specialize oh-so-yummy steaks and other grilled food. I thought it was just a normal dinner night since we really love to eat together but to my surprise, he got me a bouquet.I was so happy but I asked him on what the occasion was and why I have flowers. He replied with a sweet sweet smile, even his eyes were smiling as he told me that I deserve the best and that there's no need for a special event for me to have flowers. I love you baby boy! :)

Because We're Lazy

The First Half of February

I don't think that you even realize
The joy you make me feel when I'm inside
Your universe
You hold me like I'm the one who's precious
I hate to break it to you but it's just
The other way around
You can thank your stars all you want but
I'll always be the lucky one ❤

Missing You

Minutes turn to days and days turn to weeks
Since the last time I saw you as you speak
I didn’t want to let go of your hand that very day
But we have no choice for that is the price we have to pay

I sometimes think I’m crazy for feeling this way
When all the blue skies suddenly turn to gray
We’re not at war, in fact, we’re happy
But being far away from you is just so lonely

Yesterday we were laughing, today I have recalled
How we beat our virtual opponents with our tennis balls
I miss those nights when we’d walk to buy our favorite food
I really love it when you treat me both as your girl and as a dude

I’ll see you very soon my love and I can’t wait
We are not too far but being away from you is what I hate
Sorry if sometimes I forget about how much or why
But I know the moment I’ll see you, this shall pass by

Thank you for everything, I’ve been repetitive
My purpose is just for you to see my perspective
Here is another poem that I dedicate to you
To the only man who makes me hate the word adieu.

My Star

You planned it, you planned it from the start
All the things we’d do as soon as you’ll have my heart
Days went really fast and we were there
In a secluded, wonderful island with breezy air

You took amazing care of me like I was a kid
I’ve never felt this cared for and with that, I admit
That I don’t ever want to lose you, or else I’ll cry
‘Cause Love, I can never allow us to say goodbye

There in that island, we were free
I was so happy that I could have you all for me
We didn’t care about how we looked, we walked in the sand
I know it’s silly but I did wish for us to be stuck in that land

We met this little kid named Sergio
When I looked at him I knew you were his hero
‘Cause you taught the child how to take pretty pictures
And up to now I could still recall his happy gestures

When we had to leave the place, we said we’ll be back
But on our way home we were under attack
By gigantic waves and a flaming sun
But of course we didn’t let that ruin the fun

Earlier, as I went out of my house I looked at the sky
And behind the clouds, I gazed up so high
I remember how you hurriedly showed me those sparkles from afar
As I looked up, I saw millions. But my love, you will always be my star.