So I had a really good day today and I just want to share some realizations out of it. And I know I've been off the blog for a few weeks now but I'm just really busy with all the stuff at work, though I promise to make it up to you guys on the upcoming weeks. I should be able to catch up.
So since I already mentioned work... I'm in a place right now wherein I am actually happy with what I do no matter how busy I may get. This is because I actually feel so much appreciated to the extent that it motivates me so so much more! That's the good side of it.. the downside, on the other hand, is that I'm not able to pull up the people who helped me along the way because it seems like the spotlight's on me. Okay..don't get me wrong, who doesn't love having his/her shining moment tripled, right? I'm normal, of course I love it! But you see.. I just wish that for every appreciation given to me, I'd be given a chance to appreciate those that have helped me as well. Although I do it privately, I still think they should be recognized publicly as well. I keep on thinking why my mindset is always like this... most probably because I grew up bearing in mind that all should be fair. The reason why I'm bringing this up is because my love, Paul, just had the best response to this drama I'm having. He told me that if you do believe that you're worthy of the recognition, then there's zero reason to feel bad. Not being able to pull others up to the stage and into the spotlight is never a bad thing, as everyone will have their own spotlight when the right time comes. As long as you don't forget to acknowledge the help they have given, give them credit for it and say thank you, then that's enough. He also added that should there be a chance that I could voice out the help done to me, I would surely do it. And you know what? I know I'll do.
Now talking about the recognition I have been getting, I'll tell you more about it in my next posts. For now, here's me and the best person in the world, dining at TGI Friday's earlier c/o the company we work for. I got this dinner for two award and I chose to share it with Paul because no matter how awkward, impatient, moody and hard I am to deal with most of the time, he's sticking around. Stickin' stronger than a mighty bond. That's my Paul. If you ever get to read this love, I love you so much and thank you for being there. You.. you are what's keeping me sane in a world full of disdane.
Xoxo,
Ellie
So since I already mentioned work... I'm in a place right now wherein I am actually happy with what I do no matter how busy I may get. This is because I actually feel so much appreciated to the extent that it motivates me so so much more! That's the good side of it.. the downside, on the other hand, is that I'm not able to pull up the people who helped me along the way because it seems like the spotlight's on me. Okay..don't get me wrong, who doesn't love having his/her shining moment tripled, right? I'm normal, of course I love it! But you see.. I just wish that for every appreciation given to me, I'd be given a chance to appreciate those that have helped me as well. Although I do it privately, I still think they should be recognized publicly as well. I keep on thinking why my mindset is always like this... most probably because I grew up bearing in mind that all should be fair. The reason why I'm bringing this up is because my love, Paul, just had the best response to this drama I'm having. He told me that if you do believe that you're worthy of the recognition, then there's zero reason to feel bad. Not being able to pull others up to the stage and into the spotlight is never a bad thing, as everyone will have their own spotlight when the right time comes. As long as you don't forget to acknowledge the help they have given, give them credit for it and say thank you, then that's enough. He also added that should there be a chance that I could voice out the help done to me, I would surely do it. And you know what? I know I'll do.
Now talking about the recognition I have been getting, I'll tell you more about it in my next posts. For now, here's me and the best person in the world, dining at TGI Friday's earlier c/o the company we work for. I got this dinner for two award and I chose to share it with Paul because no matter how awkward, impatient, moody and hard I am to deal with most of the time, he's sticking around. Stickin' stronger than a mighty bond. That's my Paul. If you ever get to read this love, I love you so much and thank you for being there. You.. you are what's keeping me sane in a world full of disdane.
Xoxo,
Ellie
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