Forlorn Angel

I remember how I felt when you stared

How my heart skipped a beat though somehow, I’m scared

When I first saw you, it dawned upon me

That all the difficulties in life would become so easy

I remember those late afternoons where you’d take me

To see the sunset even though I know you’re quite busy

Those nights when we’d lay down and watch the stars from afar

I  miss the taste of your lips as we kiss on the hood of your car

I remember how I didn’t have second thoughts when you asked

If we could run away from everything and just leave the past

As I packed my things that night, I recall smiling

Because I love you so much and I was sure things were going to be exciting

I remember waiting for you with glee

I was very happy so I smiled at every stranger I see

Minutes, hours and a day has passed but you weren’t around

My heart sank and it felt like as if it wanted to drown

I remember going to the same place every day

Just to see if you were there and if we could already run away

But three hundred and sixty five sunny and rainy days has passed

Darling, what happened to us? I thought our love would last

I remember waking up in a beautiful place

Things were sparkly and almost all people move with grace

I know I was supposed to be happy to find out

But I only cried and cried and shouted out loud

I remember being the sad and sorrowful one

The smile escaped my face since I know we’re undone

I held on to your promise up to this very day

It caused the blue skies of heaven to turn to gray

One day, as I watched our meeting place from above

I saw you stepping out of your car holding a bouquet with love

You were still very handsome, you never aged

I didn’t care about the rules, so I immediately went down with savage

You can no longer see me, you never will

I was about to wipe your tears away when a kid appeared

“Daddy, come on mom is waiting”

I was shocked from what I heard and my heart started bleeding

I remember you asking for my forgiveness

And that nothing could ever replace the sadness

You recalled that on the day when we were about to run away

You had to fulfill a duty so to avoid any dismay

A wing has been taken, a punishment for being hard-headed

I want to say sorry too, for being an early departed

I was supposed to be strong even just for myself

But darling when you left, I knew there was just not enough help

I wanted you to know that I have forgiven you

Even if in the deepest part of me, you will always see the blue

I’ll be your angel and your family’s guardian too

Just so you know, I will always, always love you.